Tuesday, July 20, 2010

(In)sane

It has been a while. No, I am not talking about the time that has lapsed since my last post. It has been a while since I last felt sane. Sanity is a companion which follows its own wishes and acts on self discretion. Wanted by each one and answerable to none, sanity writes its own script. Your wisdom, knowledge and desires are of no record or importance. There have been instances in the recent past when I so wanted to catch hold of it and trap it in a prison made of the strongest substance known to mankind, but alas, even those bars would have failed to captivate it. Sure, I can go ahead and post signs all over requesting eagerly to my sanity to come back, but will it result in anything good? Will it so happen that the next day I wake up, I feel the lousiness inside my head gone for good? Most probably not. The question is what should one do when in desperate need of sanity - call out for help or just wait and watch??